sometimes,

good news comes in not so good ways....

there has been a part of my life missing for awhile. It has not been an easy few months.

I have quietly hung in there, prayed and kept busy.

but there comes a time, a breaking point for us all. tonight just might have been that point for me.

I am happy in so many ways. But oh so sad in others.

Sometimes, i just wish life was easier... and people did not have to make life "hurt" so bad sometimes.

I say i give up. i say i don't care anymore. i say i will just focus on my family and move on.

But thats not me, as much as I want it to be. as much as i want to say i am done, my door will always be open. I just don't have it in me to close it.
But it hurts right now. really really bad. I really just hate tonight...

But my kids are okay, tucked in bed. My hubby is awaiting me t watch he olympics and try and settle me down... Life is not all bad, i have to remember...